{"id":10299,"date":"2020-05-30T19:07:29","date_gmt":"2020-05-30T16:07:29","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/siirmolasi.com\/?p=10299"},"modified":"2020-05-30T19:07:31","modified_gmt":"2020-05-30T16:07:31","slug":"kendi-siginagindaki-askin-yeri","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/?p=10299","title":{"rendered":"KEND\u0130 SI\u011eINA\u011eINDAK\u0130 A\u015eKIN YER\u0130…"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
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A\u015fk…<\/p>\n\n\n\n

A\u015fk bir damla g\u00f6zya\u015f\u0131d\u0131r. Usludan usula d\u00f6k\u00fclen g\u00f6zya\u015f\u0131.\nDemire baltalanan, demirin betona yaras\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

A\u015fk\u0131n garip taraf\u0131 umudu nefesin kadar yak\u0131ndan\ntan\u0131tmas\u0131d\u0131r. \u0130lk sevi\u015fmenin heyecan\u0131, ilk bedene dokunman\u0131n cazibesi\u2026 A\u015fk,\nk\u0131sacas\u0131: her dilin l\u00fcgatinde ba\u011f\u0131ms\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ilan etmi\u015f bir cumhuriyettir. <\/p>\n\n\n\n

 Ar\u015fivlere bak\u0131n\u0131z.\nHer milletin, her devletin yasaklad\u0131\u011f\u0131 kelimeler vard\u0131r. Bunlar: \u00fclk\u00fc,\nh\u00fcrriyet, ba\u011f\u0131ms\u0131zl\u0131k, devrim\u2026 Ve nice insan\u0131n d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmemesine mahal verecek\nkelimeler\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

K\u0131\u015f gitti, bahar geldi. Kirazlar \u00e7i\u00e7ek a\u00e7t\u0131\u2026 \u0130nsano\u011flu,\nyery\u00fcz\u00fcnde var oldu\u011fundan beri sevmeyi anlayamad\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ayn\u0131 adamlar ve ayn\u0131 kad\u0131nlar\u0131n \u00e7a\u011f\u0131nda, kendine has\ninsanlar\u0131 bulmak da zorla\u015ft\u0131. Ruhlar\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6rt k\u00f6\u015feli camlar\u0131n arkas\u0131na s\u0131\u011fd\u0131rm\u0131\u015f\n\u015feytanlardan ne beklenir ki? <\/p>\n\n\n\n

Hi\u00e7\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n

  Suyun ate\u015fle olan\nsava\u015f\u0131 gibi \u015fu insano\u011flu.- Kad\u0131n- erkek ayr\u0131m\u0131 olmadan s\u00f6yl\u00fcyorum bunu- Kimin\nyang\u0131n\u0131 varsa, kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131ndan suyu bekleyen ate\u015fle suyun cilvesi gibidir, insan\u0131n\nihtiraslar\u0131\u2026 <\/p>\n\n\n\n

  Kaba, solgun yaz\nak\u015fam\u0131na gitti g\u00f6zlerim bunlar\u0131 s\u00f6yleyince: \nAz\u0131c\u0131k esinti almak i\u00e7in pencereye \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u015fehrin, penceresinden yapay\nsevgilerin simgesi, tamahk\u00e2r g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015fler pencerenin \u00f6tesinde.  Neden olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 gibi g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr bu \u00e2demo\u011flu?\nBunca kibirin aras\u0131na bir insan a\u015fk\u0131 nas\u0131l s\u0131\u011fd\u0131rd\u0131? <\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u00a0Bo\u015f zamanlar\u0131mda kendime sordu\u011fum sorular\u0131n esiri oldu\u011fum gecelerden birinde kaleme ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m bu yaz\u0131y\u0131 okuyorsan\u0131z e\u011fer; siz de gururunuzun incinmesine dayanam\u0131yorsunuz biliyorum. Fark edilmesinden korktu\u011funuz ne varsa s\u0131\u011f\u0131nd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z derme \u00e7atma miza\u00e7lara s\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131yorsunuz. Ya \u00e7ok g\u00fcl\u00fcyorsunuz, ya da g\u00fclmemek i\u00e7in yeminli, az konu\u015fan, \u00e7ok konu\u015fan\u2026 Bunlardan hangisisiniz bilmiyorum ama birinden birisisiniz. A\u015fk dedik ya hani o a\u015fk, bu miza\u00e7lara yak\u0131\u015fan\u0131 de\u011fil i\u00e7inizdeki benli\u011fin s\u0131\u011f\u0131na\u011f\u0131na gelir. Bir insana di\u011fer yar\u0131s\u0131 olmak istiyorsa bir insan, kendi s\u0131\u011f\u0131nd\u0131\u011f\u0131 benli\u011fine s\u0131\u011fd\u0131rmal\u0131 yar\u0131m kalan varl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kalem-i A\u015fik\u00e2r <\/p>\n\n\n\n

https:\/\/twitter.com\/simsiz99347336<\/a> <\/p>\n\n\n\n

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A\u015fk… A\u015fk bir damla g\u00f6zya\u015f\u0131d\u0131r. Usludan usula d\u00f6k\u00fclen g\u00f6zya\u015f\u0131. Demire baltalanan, demirin betona yaras\u0131\u2026 A\u015fk\u0131n garip taraf\u0131 umudu nefesin kadar yak\u0131ndan tan\u0131tmas\u0131d\u0131r. \u0130lk sevi\u015fmenin heyecan\u0131, ilk bedene dokunman\u0131n cazibesi\u2026 A\u015fk, k\u0131sacas\u0131: her dilin l\u00fcgatinde ba\u011f\u0131ms\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ilan etmi\u015f bir cumhuriyettir.  Ar\u015fivlere … Okumaya devam et →<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[10],"tags":[17,3729,3727,3728,3725,3726],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10299"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=10299"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10299\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":10300,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10299\/revisions\/10300"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=10299"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=10299"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.siirmolasi.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=10299"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}